That phrase somehow means rather true actually. I guess......U can love that person so much but the next moment....phoooofffff.....it will disappear into thin air. U must be saying that its not true or something like that, but i'm saying this through the experience that i've been going through this past year and believe me its really pain.....

To be specific, i have sacrifice alot of time,sweat,tears,sorrow,hardship alone, just to get that someone. I've given her everything, but what do i get? NOTHING...Its not that i am begging her for something, its just that i only want her love,trust,honesty and i'll be content with that. Because i can't expect perfection as every human makes mistake and you can learn from that by not repeating it.....

I don't understand why girls always like to take advantage of me. Is it because that i'm being too kind. Is it because that i don't scold u. Is it because that i'm weak.......look at me in the eyes...i'm doing this not because i'm too kind, i'm doing this not because i do not scold u, i'm doing this not because i'm weak. I'm doing this because i care 4 you. I'm doing this because u mean everything to me. I'm doing this because you are special to me. I'm doing this because i trully LOVE YOU.

Because the pain that you put me through, its hard to forget. But i've learn somthing in life,that is "forgive and forget" and i have forgiven u and also forget about that. All my life i've been helping people, be it about their relation, about their studies and just about anything. But am i helping myself.........?????

I'm helping her right now, and i know its hard for me to accept it, but let bygone be bygone. Even now as i'm writing this, i kept thinking about her. I'm happy for people, when i see them smile. Never will i want to see tears in her eyes, never will i want to see sadness in her face. Because u know that i'll always be there for u no matter wat. Go through thick and thin together. Share the sorrow and happiness together. Just be there for her!!!!

"Girl i'm losing my mind. Yes i make a mistake. I thought that you would be mine. Guess the joke was on me. I miss u so bad i can't sleep. I wish i knew where u could be. Another dude is replacing me, God this can't be happening"

But now i know who to trust, if i were to find a girl, not only she have to respect me but she also have to respect my family espicially my MUM. Because if she hurt me, she'll also hurt my mum's feeling. I can't take this and neither could she.

Simply said, if u love that person, love them to the end. No point trying if u don't like it. No point living regreting it. No point thinking about it and make your life miserable.

"Cos if i got you, i don't need money, i don't need car....girl u my heart............"

I don't want to go through this again. I've just have to focus ahead. Let's see what tomorrow has in store for me. And the past, let it be a msg to every one out there. Don't thing when that person leaves u, u gt nothing. Think again..take it as a lesson learnt.

"Won't take me long to move on...please don't worry about me i'm fine, only gonna play the fool one time, trust me when i say , that i'll be okay......Go on girl ....go on girl......"

I think that's all for now. I hope whatever i write in this blog, will change some life out there, even if its a little. Remember its the thought that counts. Do everything from the heart and give everything from your soul. And u live to it................

I'll end it here...and whatever i say here ends here aite. No point asking over and over again. In the first place i don't even know why i'm writing this. I think that's what makes me feel better....I guess

and the story continues.................

SIGNING OUT,

Damani Dada